Happy New Year 2011

Hey people!

yes I have set this auto draft scheduled... 

it appear at sharp 12am of 1.1.2011

I've been through a happy 2010 before...

but the end was pretty tough for me

and I finally manage to go through the toughest time there...

I dunno why of all times  

this was the toughest time for me

maybe I deserve the pain

perhaps a time to learn how to grow stronger

I had understands that 

sometimes

we can't hold on to something we love when they felt unhappy or suffocating 

what we want other to be is

Happy and Smiling there whenever they see you

So, If letting go is how it was... 

thats the only way then

I can see that

你比从前快乐 (Jay Chow)

We need to step back a little sometimes and not being selfish

there are better ones out there 

or someone else similar that you wish is out there

its not the end

There is a friend there

always care for me when

I'm in pain, 

I'm depress

I'm crying

I'm annoyed

I'm frustrated

I'm felt like Im nothing left to this world

cheering me up there

But sadly, I'm not forgiving myself enough yet

unable to accept what happened before

so...

before I could...

I'll just make a pause for myself

to breath 

Fix back the time I lost

bonding with my friends

and time for myself...

Live for myself

and focus on my career

I dun wanna lose my job for sth

because i can be emotional

wait till im stable with my work

when im capable for everything

thats when I'll think further I guess

a day?

a week?

a month?

a year?

2 years?

I'll never know

So, to the friend,

Thank you for being there

for me.

Its not a beginning for me yet 

and let not be me make everything comes to a pause

I have a friend... who is there 4 me

we had a big arguement before and did not speak to each other

for like.... a year?

and you came to me...

wishing that everything can be back to where we use to be

Besties

sharing problems for each other

and straightforward advises

and accompany each other

at first I did not appreciate properly

and now

that I'm back to myself

living for myself

Its when I should fix these back

not just only her

but a few of others...

and I would like to say thanks to other friends of mine...

who were there for me

during the ups and downs...

sorry to kept you guys worried ^^

THANK YOU

and I wish all of you a Happy 2011!!

Patrick Pang

Carine Lee

Wong Pik Kei

Dick Chng

Vicky Pun

Aaron Thum

Alby Thum 

Freda

Thu Wai Keong

Jason Khoo

Tan Mei Mei

Amelia Chew

Miki Lee

Hugo Chai

also I wish these:

Tan Wei Luen

Amanda

Mun Mun

Kary

Miwako

Cherlyn

Christina Lim

Angel Chong

June

Cy

Jatta

Melody

Matthew

Sarah

Samuel Young

Jun young

Joyce Young

Anthony Wong

Koon Rui

Andrew Tay

Kent Wong

Kenneth Lim

Shan

Sue Bin

Colin

Justin Wong

Tan Jezri

Patrick Goh

Crystal

Toh Wei Wei

Yuki Pei Chi

Adele Chow

Joanne Lim

Jordan Wong

Matt Liew

Cherry 

Michelle Chong
Jesse 
David Kwong
Isaac Wong
Fer Lynn
Marcus Tong
Kenneth Khoo
Abby Chin
Cecil Chooi 
Lee Yee Mun

not to forget :

Team Supreme members

Z.U.Z Society members

Soul Team members

Scream members

Centerpoint Starbucks Staffs
El-Ninos Frisbee Team members
PARTs KDU Dance Team members
Calyx Cheerleaders 2004-2010 members

Of course those that are not mentioned doesnt mean U're not in the list though

Wish you, your love ones and your family a 

Happy New Year

have a great 2011!!